addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
o u c h
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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my mouth feels like a giant ulcer. the ulcerated bits get cut even deeper by the metal pieces when i open my mouth or attempt to eat.
my head is spinning in confusion
my throat feels like some dried up, burnt up i don't know what.
my stomach's all gastricified from something unknown as well.
my rectus femorises are ouch as usual.
yeah. i am in a mess. please forgive me for being a grumpy idiot.